realli realli so afraid tat i wont ever see that guy with black motorazr phone again. today is the last day of the 2nd round of si. im not sure if i'll be called back to work for the third round. not sure if yao han was juz trying to fu yan mi. though anyhow someone will be helping mi to get his contact even if im not working, i realli hope that tat someone will be able to get it. no, im not exactly wanting to go back to si juz becoz to get to know tat guy with black motorazr phone. hez the third guy in mi entire lifetime i realli wanna know. first guy at marina bay. second guy in sydney. u know how i feel? itz like, how mani times do i have to miss ppl whom i wanna know but juz becoz of mi ego tat i refuse to make the first move to get the contact thats why i'll always miss the chance to getta know that person? how mani times muz i miss it?? i don wan to miss it anymore. how, how in the world will i be able to find him? if onli i realli talked to him. if onli i asked for a way to get his contact. if onli.. issit regret that im feeling? the first time in mi entire 18 years of living? issit that i didnt grab the chance thats why it will never come back again? pls don tell mi it isnt so. we have a lil affinity between us. im looking everywhere for the sight of him. EVERYWHERE. where i met him and everything. pls don tell mi itz the end of our affinity. pls, no.
